Sail me to the Moon

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I am very much infatuated with a girl that, to my knowledge, I have absolutely no chance with. I've just dismissed any and every thing I've felt over and over again, in response to my own lack of confidence dealing with possible outcomes, whether negative or positive. I seem to have a persisting feeling of general depression and lethargy regarding most everything in my life. As of yesterday, I fell into an overwhelming sense of apathy concerning it all.

Now, certain things come easy. It all coincides with apathy. If something happens, it happens. Who am I to be so lucky.


The dog days of the Summer,
Have got me ten to one outnumbered.
It seems like everybody up left and they may never come back.
Shadow that I'm standing on is still here,
And sometimes that's all that I can ask.